blame it on the weather

Posted on November 30, 2007 by lunaravenstar.
Categories: work sh*t.

almost four days ago, i handled an event that i am still equally proud of up till this day. everything was great. people came in. except that only a handful of people THAT SHOULD really BE THERE attended.

i cannot blame myself anymore cos God freaking knows that i busted ass working on the event. I was near nose bleed, i was near death just to make sure that my department will not suck ass when it happens…only for some callous people who cannot do their job well to ruin it.

how can i say this without hurting other people’s pride? i know they have their reasons…but man, JUST ONE SILLY RESPONSIBILITY! ensure that your guests will show up! and they can’t even do it. maybe you can blame it on the weather cos it was raining like shit for 2 hours! 2 hours…! it’s meaningless to bitch right now but it’s really frustrating on my part.

i don’t want RN (my boss) to feel sad about what happened cos as far as I am concerned…the event was a success. we gave it all we could, even C (the visiting boss) said so. now, if people failed to live according to their responsibilities then it’s no longer my fault.

Ive read on an event’s management guide book that the success of an event also depends on the participation of other people. if this is how we measure all company-related events, that for sure ours would fail…cos people are so damn callous and jaded sometimes. they don’t dare participate, they don’t cooperate but they are quite good with counting what went wrong…

…frustrating!

better not to understand

Posted on November 26, 2007 by lunaravenstar.
Categories: Uncategorized.

got too many things on my mind right now…
- the event i’ve been handling and the prayers that go with it.
- future communications project
- and the possibility of me being excommunicado for life.

i don’t get myself sometimes. but there are days when i think and i am convinced that it is better not to understand the inner dealings of my mind. right now, i am very tired of work, of the cycle and of trying to be as humanly courteous as possible to some people who never commanded my respect.

i am a very simple person. to impress me was never ever a problem– i get impressed on the smallest effort. i trust people easily, and i am easily enamored with characters… shady or not. during these days, i am completely convinced of the goodness in each and every person and would sometimes be blind to a fault.

but as simple as i was, i also got severe issues in my head. for one, never disappoint me cos this would be forever. never betray my trust cos i hold grudges and i strike back at the times you least expect.

i am never perfect. for one, i am too gullible for my own good. i can be annoyingly maangas at times…i can annoy you to death by just doing nothing but boast and act all like some hot shit. i am quite good at that. i also hate too much. and i hold my standards dear to me. i tend to measure people on the way they treat other people and the way they stand for themselves.

this i say out right. i am a brat, a she-devil…but as they say, i am really good at what i do.

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